edula: Possession of lies

there's nothing as dark as my consciousness dark as my lungs filled by sense of regret dark as my liver after all shit committed after the lack of my last breath left I'm gonna break my nails against the wall again I'm gonna tear down this room while I reach for some air cuz if I'm not ok, no lie can save me keep myself hanged up to this rope until it breaks oh God I won't give up oh God I'nt gonna bleedin' over the possession of lies u can fuck off I'nt gonna make it I've always tried to stop all my paranoid thoughts about this world about my fault about the lies that I own about the nightmares that I live everyday but if u are your own lie there's nothing below anymore feeling the wind consuming your skin blindness is a gret price to pay to be free don't stare at the sun don't hide in the dark but I already know that the lie lies between it's killing me inside
















